I am so scared.
I have wanted this for so so so long and now it is within my grasp, I just can't make the leap.
I pysched myself up.
I got excited,
AND THEN
I read about it.
Who was I kidding? I can't do this.
I don't have the brains for this.
All my life I have wanted to be more than who I was.
More than I ever could be.
And the people around me supported that.
Agreed with me.
My dreams were too high, too unattainable.
And now...
Now that I have this dream - that I want so badly, there is one girl,
one girl who I spent very little face time with
and she is the one pushing me forward.
I have one word for her.
THANKYOU.
Your gentle persuasion and your kind words are enough to bring tears to my eyes.
But I just... I don't think I can.
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At the risk of assuming this is about me, I'm going to say I don't think I have been very gentle with my persuading.
ReplyDeleteI need to learn to be more gentle when putting my point across.
But I have been very honest.
Only you can decide what you want to do, but if you are going to give up on it, I promise you this - I'm not going to let you give up easily. No matter what it is in life.
I'm going to push you to keep going until you have finished your bachelor, have a handsome husband, a baby girl ( Annabelle :) ), a dream house ( with a hefty mortgage ) and a closest full of shoes that would even make Carrie Bradshaw jealous.
You don't deserve anything less than that.
I love you.
ReplyDeleteand P.S yes it was you.