Blogger.

I will never be the blogger who has a thousand loyal readers.
I will never be the blogger who sells advertising.
I will never be the blogger featured on other blogs.

I do not blog for anyone but myself.
My blogs are about me.
My life.
It is boring to other people.
And probably sounds selfish.

But this is my place.
It's where I get things off my chest.

Because I don't trust people.
And I cannot be this open in real life.

Tangled Web

I am feeling my friendships slip away before they have ever had time to reach their potential.

Moves, and relationships, and babies, and life just gets in the way.

Life without friends isn't worth it.
And you can't have friends without life.

Its such a tangled web.

I need a vacation from my own head.
Every time something starts to go right,
Those little voices tell me it is falling apart.

I need time.
I just don't have it.

New Friend.

You said you wanted for us to hang out.

Well, yesterday, it happened.
It was by accident.

Both in the same place at the same time.
Both a little lost.

After spending that time with you,
I have realised how much I need you as a friend.
I am so comfortable with you.
I told you things I have never spoken about before.
Things usually reserved for my blogs.
And my shrink.
I did get nervous.
And I worry you will use these things against me.
But you told me things too.
Things I don't think you share too often.

Lets do this.
Let's be friends.

After all, I need friends.
You are the kind of girl that I was always scared of.
Popular. Confident.
Maybe you can bring out the better person in me?