24 hours.

My mind has been ticking over for over 24 hours.

All I can think of is all those things I never said.

I never agreed to marry him.
I never agreed to have his babies.
I never encouraged his desire to leave the army.

All these things could of happened.

But I didn't want to change for him.
And I didn't want him to change for me.

In the end, my selfishness, and my selflessness have come back to haunt me.
Once again.